Musings.5: Barbara

When I look at Melissa's last dream I see that some most interesting things have emerged. First, it is notable that a man appeared in the dream, whereas the only other human figure to appear among the flora and fauna in her previous dreams was a little girl.

What I notice, however, is that very soon after Melissa ripped herself away from those formulations pinning her to the wall of the warehouse, and very soon after her Crow has given her solace, these figures appear.

Nor are they static figures. The little girl, singing, rode the carousel horse down the street. Melissa watched the man sweep up the broken "pieces of yesterday's life," her yesterdays. We do not yet have any clues about these people. Who are they? Why do they show up after she took to heart the Crow's message "People aren't made to be broken" and severed herself from the wings that weren't wings at all?
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Who is the man whose back is bloodied and why does he seem so bereft? What is he signaling to Melissa and to us with his wrenching gesture, a heart traced on the wall between those abandoned wings, a heart drawn with her blood as the medium?

It is especially interesting to realize that Melissa's dream included some lyrics, what the Australian aborigines call 'songlines.' These aborigines believe that the 'world' was created in the 'Dreamtime' when their ancestors, the dreamers, sang it into existence. Their ancestors walked among the chaos and, singing, gave the world form. Later generations of aborigines know that in the world they walk the songlines of the Ancestors' dreaming.

Now Melissa is dreaming songlines. She has chosen to sever herself from alife of brokenness and the song begins - the opening lines, opening cords of a new life still unformed. It is tempting to think we have no clues about what is in store for Melissa, but we do. We have the other dreams. We have the song.

"All Along the Watchtower" was recorded and released by Bob Dylan in 1967 and within a year Jimi Hendrix had recorded his singular cover of it. Like Melissa, until her dream I had always considered the "watchtower" of the title to be a fortification. Now it seems to take on a double meaning. I don't have the sense that Melissa is meant to abandon the notion of watchtower as fortification in favor of watchtower as clock-tower. These two perceptions are likely to merge I think, but how?

How will the concept of Time figure into this new, embryonic life forming for Melissa?